I’ve been working on and off on my novel-in-progress for three years. Even for such a long time and spread out work, I haven’t quit.
I decided that I would finish this novel. Even if I decide it is terrible and I hate it, I will finish it. I will take it from an empty page to a published novel.
I committed to finishing it.
Not for my friends or my family or anyone else. For myself.
I’ve had a lot of trouble finishing large projects.
Four years ago I started crocheting a baby blanket for my cousin’s daughter. I never finished it.
Between the ages of twelve and fifteen I started countless stories that were intended to be novels. I have finished none of them.
I realized I had a problem. I start projects but don’t finish them.
So I went through all my novel projects and ranked them from highest to lowest current priority. I decided I would focus my efforts on the first project on the list, then the second, and on.
That was two and a half years ago, and I’ve made great progress. Mystical Warriors, my novel-in-progress, is over 30,000 words. That’s the longest of any writing project I’ve ever had.
What made the difference was a commitment to myself.
I decided that I had to do this, that it was going to happen. I am not willing to give up no matter the obstacles. I will finish this novel. Even with it on the backburner, I know I will be coming back to it.
I prioritized my projects such that I have no excuse for working on a new novel that would prevent me from finishing this one.
For a long time, I had a daily writing habit that included my novel. I wrote at least one sentence in my novel every day. That has fallen off, but I will be reviving that practice. I keep making excuses for why I haven’t done that yet, and I need to stop.
I stayed dedicated to this project over the last three years because I committed to it for myself. I maintained my commitment by focusing my time and energy on the project. I remind myself of my obligation to myself by writing blog posts about it and talking about it. I also take my novel with me on vacation to write in the car or during down time.
I need to reprioritize my projects, not just my novels, but my short stories and worldbuilding too. I will be incorporating progress on my novel into my daily habits. I want to say “after I finish x,” but I should start tomorrow. No more excuses, I need to deliver on this commitment.